Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Why Was The Deck Ofcards Always In Trouble?



Why Was The Deck Ofcards Always In Trouble?



Saturday, September 4, 2010

Warrior Marine Bootcamp Price

Normal?

What is normal?

7 young aspiring graphic designers have dealt with the topic and a book with illustrations on "Normal?" collected. Published
they have it at epubli and thus take on Wettberwerb Walpurga 2010 web part.

I find this book at heart - for a course because I'm not completely unbiased and some of the people who contributed to it personally know, on the other, because I approach to the rather difficult subject "Normal?" impressive find.

That's not normal!
The set has every heard it before - he is usually connotes a depreciation and a reduction of that or of the act, which is here dubbed as not normal. But this is not normal - that is, as outside the norm - is perceived by society is negotiable and subject to a constant process of change. This book shows in my opinion very clear that there are people who deal with the moral concepts and the assessment of people and actions. In this book they do it in a striking way that it leaves much room for interpretation and also to think ahead.

By 19 September can be adapted for Normal?









And who the competition or the book value will continue to recommend, must of course be happy to tell about it.

Warrior Marine Bootcamp Price

Normal?

What is normal?

7 young aspiring graphic designers have dealt with the topic and a book with illustrations on "Normal?" collected. Published
they have it at epubli and thus take on Wettberwerb Walpurga 2010 web part.

I find this book at heart - for a course because I'm not completely unbiased and some of the people who contributed to it personally know, on the other, because I approach to the rather difficult subject "Normal?" impressive find.

That's not normal!
The set has every heard it before - he is usually connotes a depreciation and a reduction of that or of the act, which is here dubbed as not normal. But this is not normal - that is, as outside the norm - is perceived by society is negotiable and subject to a constant process of change. This book shows in my opinion very clear that there are people who deal with the moral concepts and the assessment of people and actions. In this book they do it in a striking way that it leaves much room for interpretation and also to think ahead.

By 19 September can be adapted for Normal?









And who the competition or the book value will continue to recommend, must of course be happy to tell about it.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Community Service Template Letter Required Hours

not to leave, job, sex and other

time ... at least something to write once again ... Where do I start. Perhaps with the holidays, the shorter but no less beautiful than the last year was. Maybe with the new job that haunts me for three and a half weeks with a beautiful? Perhaps the fact that I found myself arrived at the moment pretty - so me and wished me the same sex have different software? So

Holidays: New

Tent, new Twingo. This year in Croatia. I've come up short behind Sibenik, there was a wonderful little family campsite found no comfort. When you wake up the very first glance went to the sea. I recovered fast - faster than in previous years and with astonishment I noticed what a relief for me it represented, after the holiday to not have to return back to the old mill.

Well new job:

Just three weeks and three days I'm there now and it seems already like an eternity. After the first week, I am with a head full of impressions and information for the first time stone tired down to my friend to me with a children's excitement and freizupusten at stuff but cordial chatter the head before the plethora of input are compressed in this to a concrete-like mass that I never get broken again.
Did you get that with the free-blowing - the second week was even less then the info-overkill. The third week started with Dauergeklingel the phone at 5:20, "Can you make a service at XY?" "But I still do not know xy?" (4 of 6 people I knew so far already) "I've already called everyone - and no one reached." "I do OK, but those are 70km - certainly not until I make it by 6 clock" So I am then durchgewurschtelt - at least it came to the premises and practices.
Week 4 is now marked masses to Krankheitsauffällen and thus related to tagesfüllendem with calls for a replacement.
And otherwise: I have been warmly welcomed. wanted from people I (still) do not know that I only say hello once and want a good start - I get calls and mail from headquarters. My laptop was set up ready to e-mail address and all access rights, I should have so. My desk cleaned up and ready fitted. After 15 years in public service is the little thing that can really make people dream. So I have the same loose-
- yes I did nothing else. With candidates on the phone, talking with employees and customers - and done just once what can I do. Incidentally, I also so one or the other learned. To a regulated training was previously available only in rudimentary time.
A new experience was also staying overnight in the boarding house and lot of driving around at all the totally different rhythm of life. I'm going continue to train (me two month subscription for two transport companies have been installed), and of course the car that I could actually take usually 5 minutes late .... so I have to drive 20 minutes earlier. In sum makes almost three hours travel time. Nevertheless, I enjoy train travel, I can relax, listening to reading, music ... and, above all, already got a little distance before I arrive home.

Arrived:

the first time I've met in this new job a lot of new people and did not feel that I'm kinda funny. It has shown me a lot of positive - and I was just as I am .... or it should be due? No one has bothered to tell me or my clothes looked funny with my penchant for men's shirts and shoes. The people, be they colleagues, employees, customers have received face-up on me ... that's a whole new experience for me. A beautiful experience.

sex and secret wishes:
No, I chat here is not really out of school and not from the tool cabinet. I was there just surprised myself, because I previously had no problems with my equipment - and also hope not to get, because I like sex and have it with my body and enjoy. I want to here something of what hormones could give me I am a little confused.

Otherwise:

I need a maid or a janitor. I'll take a shine Transe - the main thing I'm coming home Friday, the booth is clean and lacks the envelope on the kitchen table.
I'll have to see to it.

Community Service Template Letter Required Hours

not to leave, job, sex and other

time ... at least something to write once again ... Where do I start. Perhaps with the holidays, the shorter but no less beautiful than the last year was. Maybe with the new job that haunts me for three and a half weeks with a beautiful? Perhaps the fact that I found myself arrived at the moment pretty - so me and wished me the same sex have different software? So

Holidays: New

Tent, new Twingo. This year in Croatia. I've come up short behind Sibenik, there was a wonderful little family campsite found no comfort. When you wake up the very first glance went to the sea. I recovered fast - faster than in previous years and with astonishment I noticed what a relief for me it represented, after the holiday to not have to return back to the old mill.

Well new job:

Just three weeks and three days I'm there now and it seems already like an eternity. After the first week, I am with a head full of impressions and information for the first time stone tired down to my friend to me with a children's excitement and freizupusten at stuff but cordial chatter the head before the plethora of input are compressed in this to a concrete-like mass that I never get broken again.
Did you get that with the free-blowing - the second week was even less then the info-overkill. The third week started with Dauergeklingel the phone at 5:20, "Can you make a service at XY?" "But I still do not know xy?" (4 of 6 people I knew so far already) "I've already called everyone - and no one reached." "I do OK, but those are 70km - certainly not until I make it by 6 clock" So I am then durchgewurschtelt - at least it came to the premises and practices.
Week 4 is now marked masses to Krankheitsauffällen and thus related to tagesfüllendem with calls for a replacement.
And otherwise: I have been warmly welcomed. wanted from people I (still) do not know that I only say hello once and want a good start - I get calls and mail from headquarters. My laptop was set up ready to e-mail address and all access rights, I should have so. My desk cleaned up and ready fitted. After 15 years in public service is the little thing that can really make people dream. So I have the same loose-
- yes I did nothing else. With candidates on the phone, talking with employees and customers - and done just once what can I do. Incidentally, I also so one or the other learned. To a regulated training was previously available only in rudimentary time.
A new experience was also staying overnight in the boarding house and lot of driving around at all the totally different rhythm of life. I'm going continue to train (me two month subscription for two transport companies have been installed), and of course the car that I could actually take usually 5 minutes late .... so I have to drive 20 minutes earlier. In sum makes almost three hours travel time. Nevertheless, I enjoy train travel, I can relax, listening to reading, music ... and, above all, already got a little distance before I arrive home.

Arrived:

the first time I've met in this new job a lot of new people and did not feel that I'm kinda funny. It has shown me a lot of positive - and I was just as I am .... or it should be due? No one has bothered to tell me or my clothes looked funny with my penchant for men's shirts and shoes. The people, be they colleagues, employees, customers have received face-up on me ... that's a whole new experience for me. A beautiful experience.

sex and secret wishes:
No, I chat here is not really out of school and not from the tool cabinet. I was there just surprised myself, because I previously had no problems with my equipment - and also hope not to get, because I like sex and have it with my body and enjoy. I want to here something of what hormones could give me I am a little confused.

Otherwise:

I need a maid or a janitor. I'll take a shine Transe - the main thing I'm coming home Friday, the booth is clean and lacks the envelope on the kitchen table.
I'll have to see to it.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Guess Marithe Girbaud

10 years and 9 days

On 1 July 2000, I'm starting with my current employer.
With trembling and shivering, I was not sure I'm up to the demands that are placed there to me, but also with a lot of joy to new challenges.

On Wednesday, the then 10 years ago.

On Friday nights week at 7:40 my time is over with that employer. Then I have vacation.

It was a damn good time. I was the novice in this art for beginners with some experience, I have completed a specialized training and blossomed me to the routine, then to the experienced - because somewhere I've managed to get a line item and then started as a beginner, at least in this respect, to complete an additional specialized training, my resignation from the team mourned and in my Leadership found - incidentally, I was at some point to pro in what demanded the daily demands of me and my team.

early May - after some time while increasing congestion and hopelessness because of ever-increasing workload for a like number of employees, increasing problems with the shift as such and not precisely defined dissatisfaction - I have placed an online job ad for a corresponding portal.
It did me good just to list what I can do - and of course, to formulate what I want. I switched the display over Germany just to see me, if anyone even for interests me. BANG 2 days 12 responses. I was flabbergasted. As expected, temporary employment agencies were there and then many who had supposedly doing what I want (but no precise information, not even wanted to take over the region), then 2-3 representative jobs-what now would be pretty much the last thing I wanted to do. And between all these more or less interesting prospects glittered a gem, a place made at first glance like me ... and within reach (adjustable suspension) away.
I HAD to call - despite my rather depressed mood - something like you can not easily escape this way can Two weeks later I had a job interview - two days later, the promise.

Then the gang came to Canossa to my line colleagues - a team that I'm going to miss - to confess to them that I'm going cost me sleepless nights. And then everything went fast: cancellation of a contract by 1 August (in time I could cancel before 31 December), contract signing, inform team.
It overwhelmed me - and suddenly everything seemed rosy. Long-awaited innovations at once stormed the workplace, equipment have been ordered - it almost seemed as if I have caused the investment deficit before and had stood in their way.
of a sudden I saw myself when working - and what routine I saw have what I get baked loose, where other sweat, saw the glance that I have won for myself in those 10 years - with entirely new eyes and with amazement.

Never have I received so much confirmation as through the words and gestures of regret of my colleagues and team members. One should always go where it is most beautiful.

now last in the days when the stress suggests high waves when the work is piling up and assumed a high priority times very quickly in the "neither important nor urgent" drawer slide when I sleep badly and afternoon realize that I still I ate nothing reasonable, then I know why I have to go back - now that It is most beautiful.

And then I look forward to ... on regular working hours, on a desk, a telephone and a computer-free weekends and holidays, and a whole host of new challenges - it is really time to be beginners again - after 10 years and 9 days.



Guess Marithe Girbaud

10 years and 9 days

On 1 July 2000, I'm starting with my current employer.
With trembling and shivering, I was not sure I'm up to the demands that are placed there to me, but also with a lot of joy to new challenges.

On Wednesday, the then 10 years ago.

On Friday nights week at 7:40 my time is over with that employer. Then I have vacation.

It was a damn good time. I was the novice in this art for beginners with some experience, I have completed a specialized training and blossomed me to the routine, then to the experienced - because somewhere I've managed to get a line item and then started as a beginner, at least in this respect, to complete an additional specialized training, my resignation from the team mourned and in my Leadership found - incidentally, I was at some point to pro in what demanded the daily demands of me and my team.

early May - after some time while increasing congestion and hopelessness because of ever-increasing workload for a like number of employees, increasing problems with the shift as such and not precisely defined dissatisfaction - I have placed an online job ad for a corresponding portal.
It did me good just to list what I can do - and of course, to formulate what I want. I switched the display over Germany just to see me, if anyone even for interests me. BANG 2 days 12 responses. I was flabbergasted. As expected, temporary employment agencies were there and then many who had supposedly doing what I want (but no precise information, not even wanted to take over the region), then 2-3 representative jobs-what now would be pretty much the last thing I wanted to do. And between all these more or less interesting prospects glittered a gem, a place made at first glance like me ... and within reach (adjustable suspension) away.
I HAD to call - despite my rather depressed mood - something like you can not easily escape this way can Two weeks later I had a job interview - two days later, the promise.

Then the gang came to Canossa to my line colleagues - a team that I'm going to miss - to confess to them that I'm going cost me sleepless nights. And then everything went fast: cancellation of a contract by 1 August (in time I could cancel before 31 December), contract signing, inform team.
It overwhelmed me - and suddenly everything seemed rosy. Long-awaited innovations at once stormed the workplace, equipment have been ordered - it almost seemed as if I have caused the investment deficit before and had stood in their way.
of a sudden I saw myself when working - and what routine I saw have what I get baked loose, where other sweat, saw the glance that I have won for myself in those 10 years - with entirely new eyes and with amazement.

Never have I received so much confirmation as through the words and gestures of regret of my colleagues and team members. One should always go where it is most beautiful.

now last in the days when the stress suggests high waves when the work is piling up and assumed a high priority times very quickly in the "neither important nor urgent" drawer slide when I sleep badly and afternoon realize that I still I ate nothing reasonable, then I know why I have to go back - now that It is most beautiful.

And then I look forward to ... on regular working hours, on a desk, a telephone and a computer-free weekends and holidays, and a whole host of new challenges - it is really time to be beginners again - after 10 years and 9 days.



Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Silver City Ottawa Movieplaying

recommend

now and then it happens sometimes that someone is a scratch in my car makes, in my parked car. So I did that happen in the last 10 years, three times.
No big deal. It shall notify the insurance, I drive the car in the garage, which make out the scratch and everyone is happy.

It could also prove otherwise. One Saturday morning in March or April, a neighbor rang me out of the good extended weekend sleep ... or the red would be my Twingo. .... I already knew ... Well, the car is not even half a year old - and this is the second event of its kind .. it had been scrapped but the old written like that on the forehead: Please make bump.
but no one wanted and the driver of the garbage trucks would rather artfully carve with the running board is not really a notable scratches in the rear bumper of the new. He has actually done it and nothing damaged. A virtuoso on the garbage truck drivers.

Well all a little excited, dig out paper and blocks, important Exchange data - an issue further. I drive home I trust (I consider a subscription to paint repairs complete) a cosmetic appointment for my T.wingo (the one with the wings) identified - Hr. M. knows me and insists on calling me lady (which gets only marginally, so that this Post has a trans-relation) takes up the matter and says to me that I may pick up two days later, my favorite fresh gehübscht again - inclusive of a complete interior and exterior cleaning.
fine Everything, even if Mr. M tells me that the insurance after almost 1 1 / 2 weeks there is still no cost underwriting commitment. But then he would simply pass on the legal department, if it would last even longer.

I have the incident is almost forgotten as me a letter from a major German insurance company in the house flies (they look at me that I was with that mother of the insurance companies do not create wants and therefore in the name of surrender) in which you asked me contribute to clarify the situation in which I describe how the accident happened.

love So insurance, I was in deep dreams - no, not in my car, but in my bed while my darling hilt be parked on the road properly Vormittagsnickerchen and Saturday's shopping trip was waiting for ...... or something like that. I am so tormented by 2 or Forumlar - and because I am a nice person I print a section of the Google Maps map and T. Wingos sign a berth.

will 2 weeks later informed me that my description of one incident I was (???? not get it) and now had to the opinion of the other party (which was nice, the driver, I can because nothing of opponents ) waiting to see.
later more weeks: Sehrgeehrtefrauf. We are pleased to tell them to be able to .....
Yes, I am also pleased that the dealership finally gets his money. The Hr. M. is in fact really a nice, which I wish no trouble.

flutters 6 weeks later me of that insurance, a mop into the house in which I indicate whether I should be independent and if so whether Vorabzugssteuerberechtigt - committed or whatever that is and whether the car was leased, and if so by whom.

I cook so slowly up the bile - it is enough!
I decide which phone to clarify .... and stop: 49Ct/min from the German fixed network - they do not all have. I think I'm sitting in it.

that there is another way I have only experienced a few months before: The same case, scratches on my parked car. exchanged with the unfortunate driver data. I said, I drive the car right now on their way to work in the workshop. Here I am, ask me about Hr. M. ago, tells me: Ah yes, the Badische Community Insurers me has just been issued by telephone the Guarantee. (Here I call to you - yes you can assign praise) On my answering machine at home in the evening I found a nice message that informed me that everything was going fine and we hope the event with as little ceremony to settle for me.

My car is covered by liability insurance - because it is to be, and in order to ensure that in the event that I have someone in my role as a driver causing injury, damage, he'll get his replaced. Mine is important.
I know with certainty to what insurance I would make a bow - it is for me important that the victim of me has not also a lot of trouble with my insurance.

Silver City Ottawa Movieplaying

recommend

now and then it happens sometimes that someone is a scratch in my car makes, in my parked car. So I did that happen in the last 10 years, three times.
No big deal. It shall notify the insurance, I drive the car in the garage, which make out the scratch and everyone is happy.

It could also prove otherwise. One Saturday morning in March or April, a neighbor rang me out of the good extended weekend sleep ... or the red would be my Twingo. .... I already knew ... Well, the car is not even half a year old - and this is the second event of its kind .. it had been scrapped but the old written like that on the forehead: Please make bump.
but no one wanted and the driver of the garbage trucks would rather artfully carve with the running board is not really a notable scratches in the rear bumper of the new. He has actually done it and nothing damaged. A virtuoso on the garbage truck drivers.

Well all a little excited, dig out paper and blocks, important Exchange data - an issue further. I drive home I trust (I consider a subscription to paint repairs complete) a cosmetic appointment for my T.wingo (the one with the wings) identified - Hr. M. knows me and insists on calling me lady (which gets only marginally, so that this Post has a trans-relation) takes up the matter and says to me that I may pick up two days later, my favorite fresh gehübscht again - inclusive of a complete interior and exterior cleaning.
fine Everything, even if Mr. M tells me that the insurance after almost 1 1 / 2 weeks there is still no cost underwriting commitment. But then he would simply pass on the legal department, if it would last even longer.

I have the incident is almost forgotten as me a letter from a major German insurance company in the house flies (they look at me that I was with that mother of the insurance companies do not create wants and therefore in the name of surrender) in which you asked me contribute to clarify the situation in which I describe how the accident happened.

love So insurance, I was in deep dreams - no, not in my car, but in my bed while my darling hilt be parked on the road properly Vormittagsnickerchen and Saturday's shopping trip was waiting for ...... or something like that. I am so tormented by 2 or Forumlar - and because I am a nice person I print a section of the Google Maps map and T. Wingos sign a berth.

will 2 weeks later informed me that my description of one incident I was (???? not get it) and now had to the opinion of the other party (which was nice, the driver, I can because nothing of opponents ) waiting to see.
later more weeks: Sehrgeehrtefrauf. We are pleased to tell them to be able to .....
Yes, I am also pleased that the dealership finally gets his money. The Hr. M. is in fact really a nice, which I wish no trouble.

flutters 6 weeks later me of that insurance, a mop into the house in which I indicate whether I should be independent and if so whether Vorabzugssteuerberechtigt - committed or whatever that is and whether the car was leased, and if so by whom.

I cook so slowly up the bile - it is enough!
I decide which phone to clarify .... and stop: 49Ct/min from the German fixed network - they do not all have. I think I'm sitting in it.

that there is another way I have only experienced a few months before: The same case, scratches on my parked car. exchanged with the unfortunate driver data. I said, I drive the car right now on their way to work in the workshop. Here I am, ask me about Hr. M. ago, tells me: Ah yes, the Badische Community Insurers me has just been issued by telephone the Guarantee. (Here I call to you - yes you can assign praise) On my answering machine at home in the evening I found a nice message that informed me that everything was going fine and we hope the event with as little ceremony to settle for me.

My car is covered by liability insurance - because it is to be, and in order to ensure that in the event that I have someone in my role as a driver causing injury, damage, he'll get his replaced. Mine is important.
I know with certainty to what insurance I would make a bow - it is for me important that the victim of me has not also a lot of trouble with my insurance.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Conceiving On Metrogel

The House companion

"The house is always in your dreams for your own body," a commentator in
Svenja's Blog these days wrote.

a long time I still dream of houses - that in recent years less, but the years before that time and time again. I wish I could draw to these houses hold their PHYSICAL impossibilities, their oblique angles, the enchanted corners and its absurdity. I always knew that

mean these houses are that I live there and that it is good. A house I would like to draw for years can. Most likely it's the house across the street - at least it was in a dream, dream and reality, even if only a little overlap. The house was definitely there - on the street.

It is an old house and a long uninhabited off. All is full of dust and cobwebs are in the corners. The Blinds - or rather, the shutters are closed. Outside, the sun shines and sheds light breaks through the shops. The rooms are all low. In a large room a huge brightly polished wood table with many chairs around it and on the long side of the room is something like a bar

In the room next door is a cradle with a canopy of faded colors - I wrote them ever quite to the early days of this blog - under my-dentity, what has happened to (under the title: dream homes and unborn children)
This dream is now many years ago and moved me still .
I have already repeatedly dealt with the child, who could probably fall into this cradle - maybe now is the time to concern myself with the house. Maybe it's time with the House to do what I do with all the apartments have been bought so far that I've done: I have redesigned, adapted - or used differently than intended. My beds were never there where the architects had provided them (hence my immense stock of extension leads and power strips) - often in a completely different room.

I do not dream so often of houses - and I liked my house dreams almost always very happy - and can not remember when I had the last. I'm finally recovered?

I will let this idea work.

Conceiving On Metrogel

The House companion

"The house is always in your dreams for your own body," a commentator in
Svenja's Blog these days wrote.

a long time I still dream of houses - that in recent years less, but the years before that time and time again. I wish I could draw to these houses hold their PHYSICAL impossibilities, their oblique angles, the enchanted corners and its absurdity. I always knew that

mean these houses are that I live there and that it is good. A house I would like to draw for years can. Most likely it's the house across the street - at least it was in a dream, dream and reality, even if only a little overlap. The house was definitely there - on the street.

It is an old house and a long uninhabited off. All is full of dust and cobwebs are in the corners. The Blinds - or rather, the shutters are closed. Outside, the sun shines and sheds light breaks through the shops. The rooms are all low. In a large room a huge brightly polished wood table with many chairs around it and on the long side of the room is something like a bar

In the room next door is a cradle with a canopy of faded colors - I wrote them ever quite to the early days of this blog - under my-dentity, what has happened to (under the title: dream homes and unborn children)
This dream is now many years ago and moved me still .
I have already repeatedly dealt with the child, who could probably fall into this cradle - maybe now is the time to concern myself with the house. Maybe it's time with the House to do what I do with all the apartments have been bought so far that I've done: I have redesigned, adapted - or used differently than intended. My beds were never there where the architects had provided them (hence my immense stock of extension leads and power strips) - often in a completely different room.

I do not dream so often of houses - and I liked my house dreams almost always very happy - and can not remember when I had the last. I'm finally recovered?

I will let this idea work.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Teaching Solutions.org Reviews



After two weeks of time off I've started work on Monday my personal attempt again. I am very detached gone to work, with the option to cancel this test after two hours again. The day was exhausting for me - albeit a rather quiet day at work - and I've done it. Yesterday
then there was the possibility talk to my Cheffin a few words in private. I wanted to tell her that I have applied for a cure - after the two other wusses line colleagues already, because there had revealed a conversation earlier.

She told me that it had already made allegations that she had given me enough support, or demanded too much. It has had probably one or another colleague she mentioned that I would probably not good (interesting to note that the other always in front of me).
We have talked a little about the exposure in general and in particular - about the power of life and live off the work that is not only felt more dense and ever shall be.

And then I've taken a heart, after I had always indicated once again that I still had a few private sites open. I told her what my haunts for three years that I as a woman am not happy and still do not know where goes my way, the fact that I for three years, waiting for this phase will pass again, but that she does not . Before that, I'm afraid of a point of no return and yet feel that he has passed long ago.

you listened - and then exhaled deeply and meant that they erschlege small at first, so they've never gerechnte, they have always perceived as a strong woman. And then in a subordinate clause almost dropped the sentence: "But it fits."
I told her that I must choose my own pace and that I have this info (yet) want to have in the team, but that I self-selected at a time, then if I think it is right in an action, all tell the same time will (would?)

She said: "That takes quite a lot of courage." and with a pause and then a broad smile: "And we must accompany you."

My day was yesterday a light, accompanied by a cheerful melody - a wonderful change from the heavy power-sapping days and weeks in the last period.

Teaching Solutions.org Reviews



After two weeks of time off I've started work on Monday my personal attempt again. I am very detached gone to work, with the option to cancel this test after two hours again. The day was exhausting for me - albeit a rather quiet day at work - and I've done it. Yesterday
then there was the possibility talk to my Cheffin a few words in private. I wanted to tell her that I have applied for a cure - after the two other wusses line colleagues already, because there had revealed a conversation earlier.

She told me that it had already made allegations that she had given me enough support, or demanded too much. It has had probably one or another colleague she mentioned that I would probably not good (interesting to note that the other always in front of me).
We have talked a little about the exposure in general and in particular - about the power of life and live off the work that is not only felt more dense and ever shall be.

And then I've taken a heart, after I had always indicated once again that I still had a few private sites open. I told her what my haunts for three years that I as a woman am not happy and still do not know where goes my way, the fact that I for three years, waiting for this phase will pass again, but that she does not . Before that, I'm afraid of a point of no return and yet feel that he has passed long ago.

you listened - and then exhaled deeply and meant that they erschlege small at first, so they've never gerechnte, they have always perceived as a strong woman. And then in a subordinate clause almost dropped the sentence: "But it fits."
I told her that I must choose my own pace and that I have this info (yet) want to have in the team, but that I self-selected at a time, then if I think it is right in an action, all tell the same time will (would?)

She said: "That takes quite a lot of courage." and with a pause and then a broad smile: "And we must accompany you."

My day was yesterday a light, accompanied by a cheerful melody - a wonderful change from the heavy power-sapping days and weeks in the last period.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Easy Ab Workouts On A Hardwood Phone

permission granted!

Note: This post is from the point that it was written with a not entirely insignificant amount of self-irony to read - and not literally seriously to take.


Because someone has given permission ... that not enough for me, because someone is not at all technically competent to grant me permission. I am only professionally tested and award-winning Erlaubniserteiler so that I then permission also approved.


The stingy Erlaubniserteiler I am well myself - I can allow myself to be quite hard and squint then after another, with me me the licenses, I'm not even willing to give. Feels good and a little bit too arrogant.

least I got it allows me to put me on a pedestal - look at this, I, I am a very hard, I think that everything - yes I won! - Even though you give me permission have given, I stand by that.


somehow seems to make sense to me as present as the one with the can-do qualities, although I feel rather than wimp ... after all, I can always give me permission I with the authorities from other support very strongly.

my doctor has now allowed me to stay home, officially a yellow note after my dearest friend have the whole weekend eingequasselt to me like a stubborn donkey, "You can stay at home, I see but how are you. And I think, oh, a bissel goes .... until two hours later I do not know how I weary misery to bed to drag (yes, me, drama is sometimes quite good). So I - for once - made her permission to be allowed to go to the doctor to give me permission - to get that I am officially sick and do not feel guilty to say that I not somebody else knows how to work - the Competent I will create it. He has given me permission .... and I already feel like a fraud - because today I feel not soooo bad and I'm not soooo tired, just a bit flabby and containing just a bit exhausted - that would have been enough loose for half a working day as half-way, and clench the other half working with teeth.


Oh, and since there are tons of people, friends who have given me permission to be the I am. But they are not even technically competent - so this is not true, not really, but just a bit. And to those who are technically competent for are not kept, I go because I justify myself so will not, for am I, and in general, which I could even tell you all when I just wanted to get what I wanted - and which I I do not know whether it will or whether I just do not have permission to be granted.


me again I will go to the stingy Erlaubniserteiler in to rate me - shit age! And the base of the pedestal oh yeah I should maybe get it ... on occasion ...... Permission granted.

Easy Ab Workouts On A Hardwood Phone

permission granted!

Note: This post is from the point that it was written with a not entirely insignificant amount of self-irony to read - and not literally seriously to take.


Because someone has given permission ... that not enough for me, because someone is not at all technically competent to grant me permission. I am only professionally tested and award-winning Erlaubniserteiler so that I then permission also approved.


The stingy Erlaubniserteiler I am well myself - I can allow myself to be quite hard and squint then after another, with me me the licenses, I'm not even willing to give. Feels good and a little bit too arrogant.

least I got it allows me to put me on a pedestal - look at this, I, I am a very hard, I think that everything - yes I won! - Even though you give me permission have given, I stand by that.


somehow seems to make sense to me as present as the one with the can-do qualities, although I feel rather than wimp ... after all, I can always give me permission I with the authorities from other support very strongly.

my doctor has now allowed me to stay home, officially a yellow note after my dearest friend have the whole weekend eingequasselt to me like a stubborn donkey, "You can stay at home, I see but how are you. And I think, oh, a bissel goes .... until two hours later I do not know how I weary misery to bed to drag (yes, me, drama is sometimes quite good). So I - for once - made her permission to be allowed to go to the doctor to give me permission - to get that I am officially sick and do not feel guilty to say that I not somebody else knows how to work - the Competent I will create it. He has given me permission .... and I already feel like a fraud - because today I feel not soooo bad and I'm not soooo tired, just a bit flabby and containing just a bit exhausted - that would have been enough loose for half a working day as half-way, and clench the other half working with teeth.


Oh, and since there are tons of people, friends who have given me permission to be the I am. But they are not even technically competent - so this is not true, not really, but just a bit. And to those who are technically competent for are not kept, I go because I justify myself so will not, for am I, and in general, which I could even tell you all when I just wanted to get what I wanted - and which I I do not know whether it will or whether I just do not have permission to be granted.


me again I will go to the stingy Erlaubniserteiler in to rate me - shit age! And the base of the pedestal oh yeah I should maybe get it ... on occasion ...... Permission granted.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Is It Dangerous To Have Shingles On A Breast

Virtual sniper?

in a forum is not about trans * - someone asked whether there should be called FTM TS, even though he had no ambitions to any approximation measure (!). On the question was explicitly mentioned that this was NOT the person concerned to legal definitions. He had been pointed by mail exchange that he was an impostor (from another user)
I then wrote that in my opinion in a forum this Couleur each could call it that, as he believes that it's most convenient, especially the ability to locate by crosses are also limited.
I got mail - from a user:

"Yes, of course, all may feel kindly as they want and rumdefinieren thus also how they do and no matter what real suffering is, regardless of support, who was treated or paid for -.. Moral authority have always only those who are directly affected call. After understanding the rest of society has overcome himself, which is difficult to understand and support what he himself will never need it, should you require it immediately to demand yes no clear criteria as to what he to be treated as suffering should be prepared to support and what is at the expense of social tolerance confession complacent Kokettiererei. Bravo. When you're too stupid somehow affected, your own situation to enact socially so that even non-sufferers can handle it without the same, although they recognize the rights of individuals must be constantly not to nail the bad conscience of the "ignorant" when they write about this. But obviously you prefer that little bit too losposaunen in power, can even without expected that up to question as "affected" so relaxed slightly as the interests to represent those who depend on social recognition and help to cope on their lives. You prefer nobility in order to use your own vanity, as a concerned party on the sunny side, rather than very specific gender dysphoria, which leads to the desire of the complete adaptation to the actual sex than accept something distinct. You bekacktes, vain luxury sector. You little, lousy parasite. You stretch me in real. "

I'm really impressed by so much negative interpretations of my person by someone with whom I have previously exchanged a private word did and go some way, shaking his head and scratching in my day.

This is a shot was into the blue dear . User

I put this in here because it has for me a certain curious rarity - and not the rule matches In general, the responses to my Trans-be there and elsewhere -. when we speak because it is not so all my world- and all-day theme - curious, interested, or table spec-curious. The attempt of a hit from behind so far in this form, I had not. Exciting.

Is It Dangerous To Have Shingles On A Breast

Virtual sniper?

in a forum is not about trans * - someone asked whether there should be called FTM TS, even though he had no ambitions to any approximation measure (!). On the question was explicitly mentioned that this was NOT the person concerned to legal definitions. He had been pointed by mail exchange that he was an impostor (from another user)
I then wrote that in my opinion in a forum this Couleur each could call it that, as he believes that it's most convenient, especially the ability to locate by crosses are also limited.
I got mail - from a user:

"Yes, of course, all may feel kindly as they want and rumdefinieren thus also how they do and no matter what real suffering is, regardless of support, who was treated or paid for -.. Moral authority have always only those who are directly affected call. After understanding the rest of society has overcome himself, which is difficult to understand and support what he himself will never need it, should you require it immediately to demand yes no clear criteria as to what he to be treated as suffering should be prepared to support and what is at the expense of social tolerance confession complacent Kokettiererei. Bravo. When you're too stupid somehow affected, your own situation to enact socially so that even non-sufferers can handle it without the same, although they recognize the rights of individuals must be constantly not to nail the bad conscience of the "ignorant" when they write about this. But obviously you prefer that little bit too losposaunen in power, can even without expected that up to question as "affected" so relaxed slightly as the interests to represent those who depend on social recognition and help to cope on their lives. You prefer nobility in order to use your own vanity, as a concerned party on the sunny side, rather than very specific gender dysphoria, which leads to the desire of the complete adaptation to the actual sex than accept something distinct. You bekacktes, vain luxury sector. You little, lousy parasite. You stretch me in real. "

I'm really impressed by so much negative interpretations of my person by someone with whom I have previously exchanged a private word did and go some way, shaking his head and scratching in my day.

This is a shot was into the blue dear . User

I put this in here because it has for me a certain curious rarity - and not the rule matches In general, the responses to my Trans-be there and elsewhere -. when we speak because it is not so all my world- and all-day theme - curious, interested, or table spec-curious. The attempt of a hit from behind so far in this form, I had not. Exciting.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

How To Tell Fluorescent Ballast Bad

The lining of the inner man

As I wrote more I'm outed in private and would by most people at least to Eric mentioned, although the pronoun no means always - but more often - right.
which gives it exceptions that irritate me every time and every time more. Thus, in a good friend who I see rarely.
The invitation for brunch, I am happy to accept - and clueless until I to her friends that I know too superficially for years, met. It was a little deja-vu, similar to last year's event, I was hit again, only this time with greater violence. Oh, and here I am still L. - I almost blurted me, when me an me until then unknown woman presented with their name. I'm E. ... swallow - uh, I'm L.
While I usually do not (hardly) have problems in environments in which I am not outed, to feel myself and feel good because I am among people with whom I can, this was lunch today continuous Unbehaglichfühlen marked. Again such a cork feeling ... whether buoyant, weird, twisted and wrong - as would dress up in my inner man - and he usually does not the costume outside woman hands him as completely as permanent costume
I'm no one at other people's birthday brunch times loose a Coming Out lying down - that I would find reckless, people even came not because of me - yet I must address this somehow because two such birthday parties reach for good - both times I had with more or less flimsy reasons squashed early.

A. White himself of what haunts me - but so far stayed with L. and this is not a devaluation of my person and my feeling, do we know each other too long and for that we consider ourselves far too much. And of course I expect her auch nicht, dass sie ihren Freunden MICH erklärt, dass muss und will ich dann wohl schon selbst tun.

How To Tell Fluorescent Ballast Bad

The lining of the inner man

As I wrote more I'm outed in private and would by most people at least to Eric mentioned, although the pronoun no means always - but more often - right.
which gives it exceptions that irritate me every time and every time more. Thus, in a good friend who I see rarely.
The invitation for brunch, I am happy to accept - and clueless until I to her friends that I know too superficially for years, met. It was a little deja-vu, similar to last year's event, I was hit again, only this time with greater violence. Oh, and here I am still L. - I almost blurted me, when me an me until then unknown woman presented with their name. I'm E. ... swallow - uh, I'm L.
While I usually do not (hardly) have problems in environments in which I am not outed, to feel myself and feel good because I am among people with whom I can, this was lunch today continuous Unbehaglichfühlen marked. Again such a cork feeling ... whether buoyant, weird, twisted and wrong - as would dress up in my inner man - and he usually does not the costume outside woman hands him as completely as permanent costume
I'm no one at other people's birthday brunch times loose a Coming Out lying down - that I would find reckless, people even came not because of me - yet I must address this somehow because two such birthday parties reach for good - both times I had with more or less flimsy reasons squashed early.

A. White himself of what haunts me - but so far stayed with L. and this is not a devaluation of my person and my feeling, do we know each other too long and for that we consider ourselves far too much. And of course I expect her auch nicht, dass sie ihren Freunden MICH erklärt, dass muss und will ich dann wohl schon selbst tun.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Sample Anniversary Speech

The "Knopferlkragen. With a suit but business as usual.

is As for the button-down collar, this - - in contrast to widespread other opinions quite acceptable even to business suitable days suits, I think:


suit of wool / silk v. CCM, Cloth by Wain Shiell
button-down tailored shirt and tie from CCM
handkerchief from Sulka



Downtown Manhattan is BB-soft roll to the business look almost mandatory, even for single-colored suits, dark days. "Forbidden" is simply too elegant, "covering" such suits pinstripe, chalk stripe or gangster-stripe, and more generally to all suit jackets with peak lapels. And of course I would be the "Knopferlkragen" (term my Master Cutters) also recommend the noble double-breasted suit in any way. No matter how Commendatore Agnelli Blessed thought about it.


Only once something "Wall Street" look:





suit by CCM, Cloth by Ermenegildo Zegna
lilac-colored tailored shirt from Pearl oxford with button-down collar of CCM
tie by CCM
handkerchief of Don Gil



The example shows a deliberately very quiet, business-grade upper-floors-ensemble, which is the button-down shirt and the unexciting handkerchief Directorate Room Strictly speaking.

Sohin shows the button-down collar or "Knopferlkragen" again that he is perhaps most versatile collar shape in general.

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Sample Anniversary Speech

The "Knopferlkragen. With a suit but business as usual.

is As for the button-down collar, this - - in contrast to widespread other opinions quite acceptable even to business suitable days suits, I think:


suit of wool / silk v. CCM, Cloth by Wain Shiell
button-down tailored shirt and tie from CCM
handkerchief from Sulka



Downtown Manhattan is BB-soft roll to the business look almost mandatory, even for single-colored suits, dark days. "Forbidden" is simply too elegant, "covering" such suits pinstripe, chalk stripe or gangster-stripe, and more generally to all suit jackets with peak lapels. And of course I would be the "Knopferlkragen" (term my Master Cutters) also recommend the noble double-breasted suit in any way. No matter how Commendatore Agnelli Blessed thought about it.


Only once something "Wall Street" look:





suit by CCM, Cloth by Ermenegildo Zegna
lilac-colored tailored shirt from Pearl oxford with button-down collar of CCM
tie by CCM
handkerchief of Don Gil



The example shows a deliberately very quiet, business-grade upper-floors-ensemble, which is the button-down shirt and the unexciting handkerchief Directorate Room Strictly speaking.

Sohin shows the button-down collar or "Knopferlkragen" again that he is perhaps most versatile collar shape in general.

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Friday, February 19, 2010

How Do Doctors Test For Shingles

gender reserves

Es gibt in der modernen Gesellschaft nur noch wenige Orte an denen jeweils nur eine Hälfte der Menschheit Zutritt hat. Öffentliche Toilettenanlagen und Umkleidekabinen gehören dazu.

Hier erwartet Mann ausschließlich Mann anzutreffen und Frau ausschließlich Frau. Ausnahmen sind die Klofrau oder der Klomann, die um ihren Aufgaben nachkommen zu können beide Reservate betreten dürfen. Eine weitere Ausnahme stellen kleine Kinder dar - vor allem ganz kleine Kinder, weil klein Bübchen auf dem Wickeltisch in den Sanitärräumen für Frauen frisch gemacht wird genauso wie sein Schwesterchen, umgekehrt ist dies fast niemals der Fall - und klein Schwesterchen wird die Sanitäranlagen für Männer kaum je zu Gesicht bekommen. Problem für den Vater, der mit seinen Kindern alleine unterwegs ist - aber das ist ein anderes Thema.

Ich meide öffentliche Toilettenanlagen inzwischen, weil ich die Irritationen die ich auslöse nicht mag. Natürlich ist es lustig, wenn ich auf der Damentoilette wartend beobachten kann wie die drei nachfolgenden Damen erst noch einmal nachschauen ob sie auch richtig sind, aber eigentlich suche ich keine Sanitäranlagen auf um mich zu amüsieren - ich will dort nur einem ziemlich schnöden Geschäft nachgehen.
Auf den Herrentoiletten I feel not well, because I know my body and now the time is not standard for this location corresponds.
Results: In the cinema rather not drink and later pursue the pressing needs at home.

I neither sauna (also depending on the sauna and a Gender sauna day reserve) or public swimmingpools frequented largely eliminates the problem of fitting room for me. Only in the gym I mute myself to the women who are irritated eyes when you enter the changing time and again - and I am embarrassed that probably some woman because after a shower just dries a little fright moment is not certain whether man or woman to just Door is entered. I'm sorry, I do not want - but I can not change it.
For the men I empfände dressing as an imposition for me, more than men, because my body is so very clearly female.

It is annoying - and it is becoming increasingly troublesome. With all the calmness that I have ordered me, it is after all an issue whether one is classified as belonging when you enter a room that is not open to all, because not all constructs continue to help inner feeling and being derived therefrom.

How Do Doctors Test For Shingles

gender reserves

Es gibt in der modernen Gesellschaft nur noch wenige Orte an denen jeweils nur eine Hälfte der Menschheit Zutritt hat. Öffentliche Toilettenanlagen und Umkleidekabinen gehören dazu.

Hier erwartet Mann ausschließlich Mann anzutreffen und Frau ausschließlich Frau. Ausnahmen sind die Klofrau oder der Klomann, die um ihren Aufgaben nachkommen zu können beide Reservate betreten dürfen. Eine weitere Ausnahme stellen kleine Kinder dar - vor allem ganz kleine Kinder, weil klein Bübchen auf dem Wickeltisch in den Sanitärräumen für Frauen frisch gemacht wird genauso wie sein Schwesterchen, umgekehrt ist dies fast niemals der Fall - und klein Schwesterchen wird die Sanitäranlagen für Männer kaum je zu Gesicht bekommen. Problem für den Vater, der mit seinen Kindern alleine unterwegs ist - aber das ist ein anderes Thema.

Ich meide öffentliche Toilettenanlagen inzwischen, weil ich die Irritationen die ich auslöse nicht mag. Natürlich ist es lustig, wenn ich auf der Damentoilette wartend beobachten kann wie die drei nachfolgenden Damen erst noch einmal nachschauen ob sie auch richtig sind, aber eigentlich suche ich keine Sanitäranlagen auf um mich zu amüsieren - ich will dort nur einem ziemlich schnöden Geschäft nachgehen.
Auf den Herrentoiletten I feel not well, because I know my body and now the time is not standard for this location corresponds.
Results: In the cinema rather not drink and later pursue the pressing needs at home.

I neither sauna (also depending on the sauna and a Gender sauna day reserve) or public swimmingpools frequented largely eliminates the problem of fitting room for me. Only in the gym I mute myself to the women who are irritated eyes when you enter the changing time and again - and I am embarrassed that probably some woman because after a shower just dries a little fright moment is not certain whether man or woman to just Door is entered. I'm sorry, I do not want - but I can not change it.
For the men I empfände dressing as an imposition for me, more than men, because my body is so very clearly female.

It is annoying - and it is becoming increasingly troublesome. With all the calmness that I have ordered me, it is after all an issue whether one is classified as belonging when you enter a room that is not open to all, because not all constructs continue to help inner feeling and being derived therefrom.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Gba Pokemon Roms Hacks Mac

base camp

If people want to climb a high mountain, they start from somewhere and take first the way to base camp. There you will spend a night or a few days, perhaps in order to acclimatize themselves to the altitude, send your luggage and plan to exchange route itself with others who are planning the same or a different Tour. And then one day the tour starts to dawn on the summit - in the hope to have made it and arrived to be on a breathtaking view with the feeling. Climbers climb then again to the base camp, so the analogy ends here.

My Forum is a kind of base camp. People come from somewhere and therefore look around. Sort exchange their thoughts, have climbed out, that the mountain already, with which to prepare for their climb. Man prepares for an arduous journey also considering contingencies, packaged together in a figurative sense, his belongings - and raises more or less covetous eyes gene summit yet almost tangible level.

have this base camp, I set myself now for three years. I have come many to see and some I have some time in this base camp, I changed again and again - even about it, why had not the time for the summit and the fact that here the view it is quite nice - so somewhere in half height.
I remember one that was already years before I arrived at base camp and a Ascent to the summit never took into consideration. Eventually he left the forum and I've lost contact (he should be fine but I've heard). In other permanent campers in this camp I adopted and hot new welcome and congratulate those who break the night on their way to the summit. I get their feedback on the steep and sometimes rocky road, do courage and read from a distance of prospects that are opening up "up there".
I have established myself, somewhere in nowhere. A base camp is really not a place for permanent residence - and now someone has again started his tour gene summit, someone with whom I was always in loose contact again - another one of Basislagerzögerling I - and I feel forsaken me, it gives me a stab in the heart. I wish him all the best, that his path will continue along the more constant and deliberate, as I have seen his stay in between.
My tent is no house, no permanent residence, no matter how often I want to tell myself. It is a base camp - not in the valley and not on the mountain, only when you look down you might think the summit had been reached.

I'll wave to which it dares you and me is sad, lost his heart - to myself With the leaden weights of the doubt on his feet I do not follow you. I'll stay a while here, in the temporary, and hope that someday my Daybreak comes when I can break even.

Gba Pokemon Roms Hacks Mac

base camp

If people want to climb a high mountain, they start from somewhere and take first the way to base camp. There you will spend a night or a few days, perhaps in order to acclimatize themselves to the altitude, send your luggage and plan to exchange route itself with others who are planning the same or a different Tour. And then one day the tour starts to dawn on the summit - in the hope to have made it and arrived to be on a breathtaking view with the feeling. Climbers climb then again to the base camp, so the analogy ends here.

My Forum is a kind of base camp. People come from somewhere and therefore look around. Sort exchange their thoughts, have climbed out, that the mountain already, with which to prepare for their climb. Man prepares for an arduous journey also considering contingencies, packaged together in a figurative sense, his belongings - and raises more or less covetous eyes gene summit yet almost tangible level.

have this base camp, I set myself now for three years. I have come many to see and some I have some time in this base camp, I changed again and again - even about it, why had not the time for the summit and the fact that here the view it is quite nice - so somewhere in half height.
I remember one that was already years before I arrived at base camp and a Ascent to the summit never took into consideration. Eventually he left the forum and I've lost contact (he should be fine but I've heard). In other permanent campers in this camp I adopted and hot new welcome and congratulate those who break the night on their way to the summit. I get their feedback on the steep and sometimes rocky road, do courage and read from a distance of prospects that are opening up "up there".
I have established myself, somewhere in nowhere. A base camp is really not a place for permanent residence - and now someone has again started his tour gene summit, someone with whom I was always in loose contact again - another one of Basislagerzögerling I - and I feel forsaken me, it gives me a stab in the heart. I wish him all the best, that his path will continue along the more constant and deliberate, as I have seen his stay in between.
My tent is no house, no permanent residence, no matter how often I want to tell myself. It is a base camp - not in the valley and not on the mountain, only when you look down you might think the summit had been reached.

I'll wave to which it dares you and me is sad, lost his heart - to myself With the leaden weights of the doubt on his feet I do not follow you. I'll stay a while here, in the temporary, and hope that someday my Daybreak comes when I can break even.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Jogging After Brazilian Wax

from a previous life

Today I have a forum in which I have logged many years and am active, read old threads.

I was there at that time registered as a woman and written, and then, when trans * started in my life always occupy more space, I have long wondered if I delete the profile - or at least should rename myself. I have not done and keep my gender-neutral nickname there and decided to start my first day testing virtual - watched me endure virtually known people a virtual transition.

It is a great forum - a thread in the way As: "Hey guys today my name is Eric" is not attached there. So I only have my information on sex from female changed to trans FTM and left everything else the same.
In a few groups in which I am a member and their participants to some extent I know I have quite real at the same time to my first coming out in real life, made known what haunts me.

meantime I will in this forum perceived largely male, my private life has moved in, except for a few very old friends, which will still take - in which a "she" but as I said like a "he", so I will be talking only female to work and lack of strangers passing.

How I got used to it no longer "them" is to me to be noticed today while rummaging in that same forum in ancient thread ... I was quoted phrases such as "How do they already wrote above ..." or "I agree with her, know that ...".
I felt mean not even touched rather uncomfortable and strangely left out .... although the same people wrote that I still have contact, I've gotten to know real ..... It feels like from a previous life.

And it lets me stop my questioning, my advanced (???) doubt whether all this is so just yet or just a phase, my fears any point of no return zu überschreiten....
Vor knapp zwei Wochen stellte mir jemand die Frage, wie viele Leute mir noch bestätigen müssten, dass ich auf dem richtigen Weg sei... ich habe mich herauslaviert und die Frage ins Lächerliche gezogen...
Ich weiß, dass es mir nur noch einer sagen muss: Ich selbst.

Jogging After Brazilian Wax

from a previous life

Today I have a forum in which I have logged many years and am active, read old threads.

I was there at that time registered as a woman and written, and then, when trans * started in my life always occupy more space, I have long wondered if I delete the profile - or at least should rename myself. I have not done and keep my gender-neutral nickname there and decided to start my first day testing virtual - watched me endure virtually known people a virtual transition.

It is a great forum - a thread in the way As: "Hey guys today my name is Eric" is not attached there. So I only have my information on sex from female changed to trans FTM and left everything else the same.
In a few groups in which I am a member and their participants to some extent I know I have quite real at the same time to my first coming out in real life, made known what haunts me.

meantime I will in this forum perceived largely male, my private life has moved in, except for a few very old friends, which will still take - in which a "she" but as I said like a "he", so I will be talking only female to work and lack of strangers passing.

How I got used to it no longer "them" is to me to be noticed today while rummaging in that same forum in ancient thread ... I was quoted phrases such as "How do they already wrote above ..." or "I agree with her, know that ...".
I felt mean not even touched rather uncomfortable and strangely left out .... although the same people wrote that I still have contact, I've gotten to know real ..... It feels like from a previous life.

And it lets me stop my questioning, my advanced (???) doubt whether all this is so just yet or just a phase, my fears any point of no return zu überschreiten....
Vor knapp zwei Wochen stellte mir jemand die Frage, wie viele Leute mir noch bestätigen müssten, dass ich auf dem richtigen Weg sei... ich habe mich herauslaviert und die Frage ins Lächerliche gezogen...
Ich weiß, dass es mir nur noch einer sagen muss: Ich selbst.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Life Size Valentines Day Teddy Bears

quality hand does not shout: "Look!"


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love style friends,

to the new year I would like to make a few observations on the much-topic Hamdarbeit.
As in almost all discussions of this kind have in most of these arguments a high validity. It all depends, as always, on the standpoint from which a matter is considered. I will therefore did not participate in only by individuals for themselves the discretion to question the oft-quoted "price-performance ratio."
I would say, however - involuntarily authorized by the questionable "mercy" of the early birth - all places that more than false quality assessment of manual work predominates. That pushed by advertising high praise from manual labor as a luxury (which you would like to show too) has led to the "ripple" and "typical irregularities" are seen as quality criteria specifically for hand-made men's suits. Just luxury brands offer these days in many cases processed quite genuine craftsmanship to products, but - on purpose? - Are hand-made so apparent that in the past with such workpieces, not even a training audit had been passed.
For centuries (!) Was the effort every master in any profession, carry out his work with such precision that, if possible not obvious from the hand was.
"hand-made suits are just wavy." - What? Why?
"A hand-sewn lining is immediately recognizable by the bites." Why? In perfect polychrome food processing, the stitches have to be invisible.
And so on and so on ..... No
carpenter wants to leave his planing and sanding marks, of course, not a car mechanic. Visible impact in wallpaper as signs of manual labor? Ugh. Handmade Jewelry by jewelry with irregular Versions and file marks on the edges? Probably not. But
in suits, shirts and shoes are even deliberately "Turbo-traces" left by hand, sometimes even from machines that pretend to the misguided customers something that will have this but unfortunately also forged. Too bad, because this development means that soon there will be no real tailors, seamstresses and shoemakers who can make their work more perfect. Or want. What for? It lies at the mature customer and its demand.

Good luck, success and good health wishes for 2010

Camlot
Gerald P. Marko

Life Size Valentines Day Teddy Bears

quality hand does not shout: "Look!"


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love style friends,

to the new year I would like to make a few observations on the much-topic Hamdarbeit.
As in almost all discussions of this kind have in most of these arguments a high validity. It all depends, as always, on the standpoint from which a matter is considered. I will therefore did not participate in only by individuals for themselves the discretion to question the oft-quoted "price-performance ratio."
I would say, however - involuntarily authorized by the questionable "mercy" of the early birth - all places that more than false quality assessment of manual work predominates. That pushed by advertising high praise from manual labor as a luxury (which you would like to show too) has led to the "ripple" and "typical irregularities" are seen as quality criteria specifically for hand-made men's suits. Just luxury brands offer these days in many cases processed quite genuine craftsmanship to products, but - on purpose? - Are hand-made so apparent that in the past with such workpieces, not even a training audit had been passed.
For centuries (!) Was the effort every master in any profession, carry out his work with such precision that, if possible not obvious from the hand was.
"hand-made suits are just wavy." - What? Why?
"A hand-sewn lining is immediately recognizable by the bites." Why? In perfect polychrome food processing, the stitches have to be invisible.
And so on and so on ..... No
carpenter wants to leave his planing and sanding marks, of course, not a car mechanic. Visible impact in wallpaper as signs of manual labor? Ugh. Handmade Jewelry by jewelry with irregular Versions and file marks on the edges? Probably not. But
in suits, shirts and shoes are even deliberately "Turbo-traces" left by hand, sometimes even from machines that pretend to the misguided customers something that will have this but unfortunately also forged. Too bad, because this development means that soon there will be no real tailors, seamstresses and shoemakers who can make their work more perfect. Or want. What for? It lies at the mature customer and its demand.

Good luck, success and good health wishes for 2010

Camlot
Gerald P. Marko